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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )$ |0 m& \- i$ v* e
by Issac Bashevis Singer
+ Z& [0 d2 H, u8 Z1 _2 L$ eThe forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing" P. M5 Q, b) N2 j/ N' Q' u Z
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year2 b1 w$ z" I( y$ v8 T2 Q
and it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.+ p, r4 A; k/ Y5 c
The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the/ F& ~+ a7 x3 Q( ^4 ~
mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
P( P4 b% l6 W8 L1 N- Gthe whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,: E! S8 {" L/ F8 }
some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The
1 v# [ G) |2 N! c& J0 q; Rleaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at3 Q+ X1 Q4 q( p! B! D' b, m; X+ |& ~
night, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although A1 U9 h* W2 ^3 b3 ?
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun
1 v1 C, ~, Q4 m& C- t. pshone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies. |! k) K! I7 ^1 c$ L$ x2 u
which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space9 g0 {5 D2 u) K" e- I
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many! R: b9 m& j2 h! g
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't0 k6 y4 r( V0 [8 e3 x8 O; d
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare+ `, X. O- N$ E( y' a
tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much
4 o% {2 b$ @: z4 ?# Tcourage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.: d* t5 J2 R2 f' T
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
t* G+ |' y! w S- X/ \* ptime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but3 T. S) c- f5 m( j, e
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
' `3 O, g( J7 y- |* Gof life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
& M; @' Q$ o! Q" Igrasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would
0 B- ]$ e/ u3 S' {return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
) Q4 i0 i1 y& B* W' Nor the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.1 S, A, m ]2 l, h5 Q- m/ H
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still4 c9 X8 E7 g, b" z
remained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
( ?! O6 Z7 h! o* R4 m. Y& I/ rhung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they% q) {8 `5 r" h2 s9 ^1 x7 j
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had
T8 g: R' A3 V M F; vsurvived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
, M) m( g% d0 [- Tthe tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another) w4 W! V+ f) L# o' e
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they! |& Z% t3 d. ~6 ]$ x/ C
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,
1 @. K( ^# t( M, O) f% k. n- Gbut Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another
& B* f3 z8 O% v7 |- u+ rwhen the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens4 i% S( Q7 x/ ?# ^; }
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be8 U! M# }, V/ `. D7 B2 j2 X
done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
$ q! R# b1 i Ostorms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
! M$ e+ k5 I# `7 j0 C9 e4 ?; Boff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
! Y M+ u) ~. z) q jon, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"
: O$ `' w5 `1 @8 fAt times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
& P& o6 j; e9 h6 I8 ehas come, Ole, but you hang on!"
+ C* d" r' y7 k: `/ g- N+ j"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll. [7 N# l) A; V6 b
fall with you."6 d! E& t; u' a T
"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."+ Y" e2 ]6 q- I; B, X" t# g( q
"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and" A& t( s! h1 K
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
9 p8 J- O! ^0 f# F9 d- stree? No, never!"
' Y" w b. v, F; g0 l"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know/ @5 p2 h5 K }8 Y9 m
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices
& C2 e0 x! E' q1 H0 ^# Rhave dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such8 D4 B& [) M, T$ W% L
pity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.% H# K2 c6 c- H2 o% V* |
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."( X& B0 i8 S2 P' U ?9 f0 J
"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
* Q+ u. I" v) P# o+ \said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or2 H7 u- V+ n) M l% Q/ e8 D. w
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
! w" f2 n% O* C/ u; v. u2 ~much as I love you now."7 M9 E/ A& ?, S& ?. M* J
"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?# `4 C% s$ o+ S& ]5 i
All colors are equally handsome."
L! r( a7 f5 P7 u$ ZAnd just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these
. O4 G- @( b" s! U. ~ Smonths happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa9 X7 [* K" ~7 x, e1 ~2 y
began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn, o9 m' _$ O7 A3 b5 d, f
away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called; S, O e: i7 \( @. c
to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"
* J0 K; o1 k! ] UBut before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
# c8 a" b. w d! h! {0 M$ ]+ K, {the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.7 {3 j- G5 q) `0 t1 V% |
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But% C6 L6 d4 f9 T0 q% k$ |
when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into
V: X3 c, G3 \% S6 m* Edespair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay: f/ k0 o/ y0 b
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
4 K$ l, Z1 j: y6 ?1 Ctrunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or- T& }: @* O0 h2 i% H& X1 w! d
hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved; C0 z# p2 U7 B& w
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
, Y, K; g P& ]7 P8 ~" Tcovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
% b5 |: X% U1 k# [, }: R# Qnourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of1 {( m: W+ _# x7 E
thirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
q+ k; R& ^' _. f& Msummer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
6 D) _% Z" r& @# CTrufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
# | P- [: v; x3 f! b$ S/ Gfrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
; x _9 I0 U* ]6 ]7 Ogave no sign of his presence.8 B9 S: E k! n8 ^* o7 J' R+ h
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
/ i0 |* t, p5 y" MBut even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
! L! B' M8 x2 K6 h+ v8 r* FAfter a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.+ Z: o2 Q* S) _- a: {/ ?9 q, U
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the
6 h u( h- O. L1 E1 ntree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different/ r2 R8 l. @$ X: u3 _! r
from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.
* i3 d: l2 y! ^All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought$ G, i R: a( e7 o. C. ]% _
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she: Z P' ~# R' y# x! m# u0 d3 o
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
$ G5 w( Q- [5 j+ x1 R, }a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but& l7 w* {$ J/ I' f
part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
; J9 @7 s, k/ wmiracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous& K% |. W5 o- Q) a% M
energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
; P" p. ~& C# ]5 V6 dher lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware, e; |: W8 g* P, i& X
of before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
7 q; [0 L1 L0 [" n3 X0 r( {as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
1 Q& O" b/ B$ |& [0 }! Bthe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
$ O! {) f; S0 Z/ d% abut redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
8 _: l n3 w- R, j% I( Fsoared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have' Y2 v4 r4 j0 p/ T: d( J
joined with eternity. |
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