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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )7 g! Z( ^5 p3 ]- S3 }/ c9 ^
by Issac Bashevis Singer$ k# I6 [ s+ |$ g6 s9 z
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing0 ~& g( |- h; Z8 ]. D! |$ E9 _
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
# `5 D; p1 H$ G/ z0 c: t, yand it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
$ |& o6 w* A- e4 C3 W, L9 v! pThe nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the4 _8 I- R0 w, Q8 {6 J
mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that1 Q3 q. b" D7 u; [+ s" Q
the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,0 y" s5 F& `" n
some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The: w& a$ ]0 M" ~8 P+ ~
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
* o/ v7 t* w( f/ |& a% onight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although: P- \& _# x1 t
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun4 n. N2 X0 \2 t' o) O- n& d F
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
* U: g1 B5 ~! a* q* x, Uwhich had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
L: g/ F, R( J+ Pbeneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many7 E) Q7 y3 ?6 h5 \
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't% ?5 S$ N, f5 M! X( f1 w0 I
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
4 u9 w. u- v6 @4 w q, Z+ b( Ztree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much. w1 m8 s8 c$ G4 O# o' F9 O6 ^
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.3 u$ W4 O8 V5 z* G6 y/ j
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
- B4 @. v0 y) H) m5 Qtime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but; ?- ]) Z4 U# w! Z* h1 Q- b* W5 d
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
- |9 a8 f e: Nof life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
4 [( i+ c; G8 g1 B; [grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would# w4 n! \5 H' t* G$ M
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind7 w- Q/ ]" _3 k t% {, r- j
or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.
6 f1 p0 y4 Z# ]& ^+ g: [' sOn the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
) S! F8 B4 X* g6 i1 q- qremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
1 v; z; Q' N4 v$ X0 ?hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they4 o! D2 U, _4 L( D5 T3 U
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had/ m/ W0 v1 E. ?) F8 f
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to- o7 l3 `$ e q4 Y$ g' e
the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another# b: m1 ~9 W' f, p2 |4 n: a' c3 Z
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they# \5 F6 g ` \) B* b- ]& j
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,
, H6 v/ V2 F F$ }but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another9 Q$ Q. B5 F( m% B5 x/ m3 m
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens, m5 M# j* c( K0 e6 |1 ]$ {
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be" Z4 g9 {& m8 W0 r$ D4 l7 V6 X. O
done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
, X" R( w; |7 z; Istorms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
# ^, M+ M3 [) o8 `0 M, q4 J: hoff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
$ o$ [6 D7 u4 T" Q9 V+ Uon, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"
6 H' i/ K7 o( i6 iAt times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time# ` p; O- ^/ j' o4 ~7 ~
has come, Ole, but you hang on!"1 ]4 \# q5 v. o+ V% z5 U% [3 h
"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
. R: n* f6 Z* f" [fall with you."
/ @* Q# C+ N: c8 M"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
$ z0 N! K# b" g; D4 M) d"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and
, Z+ ?3 H6 |! @: _) c1 Oadmire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a0 L' I$ K6 m. J
tree? No, never!"
+ }/ t, \* M; W7 {) N9 ]& p2 [( {"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know4 z# ^9 [6 j1 _& O3 x
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices' x( ~1 G3 p# q2 x V0 Z5 Y/ [
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
2 W; T9 B6 w6 _& i& m4 dpity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.
+ F# y* G j4 }' ^I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
0 I9 e6 k% {" i- d2 z. H, ~3 h8 l"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole4 T4 ^, |3 y, q
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or
, E% q9 O/ s; f( f, mstorm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
5 h6 {$ ?% t8 B' k0 |% |- d( Gmuch as I love you now."; d+ G4 T$ B% _( {2 I
"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?: x# a/ J" c# v' Y9 E6 Y' A
All colors are equally handsome."
' y: `/ e6 {* yAnd just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these
' k7 V$ R, f9 O# M7 G+ X1 f0 wmonths happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa( W1 c% [4 j% ~, R& D F) ?$ |/ l
began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
6 b& C3 u; K- r0 T) u+ X- baway, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
" T0 W. I1 x$ H: Xto him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"/ f# ?0 V' F5 U. \: f
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with) b4 @% E, Z% F3 A9 W J- z( q
the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.6 T' R( f. ?. _. _, r0 ]
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But3 c1 a1 \1 i5 O1 Y v
when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into
( M8 f4 R4 Q' B# w9 F5 D f; ndespair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay
$ l4 f$ e7 x5 U. a& }* j/ awith the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the- K5 a; N9 p/ B9 o
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or1 z' P+ G. C* z$ N: S+ J* n" l1 X% V4 @
hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved
* v+ Z; N6 O1 X+ k+ rforever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It4 i: y) G( j" Y9 e1 c
covered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
0 ]6 {0 D" w8 t+ s( onourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of# x- N% x6 S) S0 z4 Z- y
thirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
: F" H/ R9 ~3 H9 B/ d ~summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers..." D" T# |3 ^9 T5 u# A& F8 m- w; y
Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
; h2 \* e8 o& n. Gfrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and. s0 |$ q2 E6 g* e9 X9 I
gave no sign of his presence.
) x2 n8 C$ c% ]. |& s* ^! mTrufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."' V8 V" `/ Y+ w
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.: t; t+ r* f: ?$ N
After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
4 _/ B# Q# p' n. A2 } ATrufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the7 r8 ^+ O* G& \# E O0 b7 i) w
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
/ T) o, ?% D6 }- e0 U- o6 wfrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.
( W# Y' v9 U1 D) T1 A( _0 cAll her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
* k8 E8 y2 ~8 Q$ \9 e/ V2 Fwith it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she5 I; G* H! B, I* \, e
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was: w3 w" V! T0 c) q
a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
" u8 J3 T$ o2 d* J5 I! w4 gpart of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
) F* V) e9 k" F0 I& a2 u: Tmiracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
4 P. d' e1 a2 B: r9 p! denergy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to" x! K0 y" E7 Q; I; R q
her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
5 o2 \ \8 |6 k2 k, u4 S m7 e* iof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
9 k# E6 w7 L! Las mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
0 J1 u# b9 @* I" i) }9 H9 C- lthe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
}% H3 Q% z' H" jbut redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
1 y6 K, o6 y0 y3 gsoared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have
+ n2 V/ ]& y$ q! wjoined with eternity. |
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