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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )& w7 U, M' m1 G
by Issac Bashevis Singer
/ v+ N# G; H8 Y3 i$ E' R/ OThe forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing
& \7 N4 i2 L: l6 n/ m8 N# Qtrees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year7 l( c9 s. n; V! \ j; d# C: d6 Q
and it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
1 K8 r A, X; s- QThe nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
9 r$ i8 ?( m* w' N+ wmornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that- { Q) s8 M& b/ a1 z* q6 C
the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,/ |6 ^% E; S# u. n% Q4 ]9 a
some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The/ s/ C9 U9 c2 l" L( e% v" X# c0 N- S
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
, Y$ A4 p* C- `4 fnight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although1 i5 S; X. E v8 N
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun
: _: K6 Q ~3 l/ [, Z V; s; kshone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
- W: d- ^5 W3 ^! D Q+ \which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
. c- Q; b) a2 o. L* @* @beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many
( J/ X' v4 F4 q: |other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't
3 K5 v) ^6 _; p3 \& @migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
9 n/ C, g Z9 Ktree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much) V, X6 {6 h, O' u; { l. v
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations. n$ W3 U0 U: h5 E
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
4 {! b8 ~5 \3 `7 {9 ytime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but4 ]8 Z$ @4 h( m
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase4 Y( n8 r* I# Y& I# q7 Z% p
of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with* @# z! q+ S; U; i
grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would
; s: M0 j1 d- v% R* f. ^7 _return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind$ O! T2 D; {1 Y: Q6 u. v7 W0 _
or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.! j5 @: Q8 n. B5 H9 d: S# G
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
; f5 d% v. `2 jremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
) \6 b- v1 r8 w1 u- Ihung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they& c( U/ t( O* e% a1 E; G. @
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had1 D+ N. i( L N+ a' c
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to3 c) _# z4 E& r+ P5 Z
the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another3 }& a" I t4 r- ?( G
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they
: s7 |& [, h) x9 j8 {2 f( tbore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,' |7 q5 |8 j, h8 K# Q
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another) z7 d' ^1 H" B5 M0 x9 E5 n z
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens
' D+ N% ^; H) win summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
6 Z( ~" m# x; rdone. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst3 T7 Z6 G2 Y4 s' ?2 I
storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
4 I& o. i$ n: r4 Aoff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
- }2 V$ x$ M$ Ion, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"
: ^: @- t2 z: U2 M) kAt times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
4 w% l9 Q$ N8 c8 w7 t2 V4 bhas come, Ole, but you hang on!"
8 l, @+ A6 E5 Z; u"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
6 s8 g: T( S/ O ]+ Gfall with you."' u h6 P( H+ ?5 |; J$ d X
"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
& { g2 q9 ~8 J( S6 g$ v"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and" e3 L; P2 K5 i
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
+ k( l% M* E. F' _tree? No, never!"
; L8 A: j+ y/ m* q3 }"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
( Q) a# ^. e" i: X8 B" s" L% [very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices2 ^0 V" X& p3 b) L% D+ |" d. k S
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such: b7 ^* [3 `, H4 O
pity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.6 C |! _3 o* P6 a# I/ x4 m; B
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
7 ~8 X& I- [/ T/ ^: K"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole0 Y+ u, e S) j) l3 ?$ P
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or) I% w6 t3 B5 u8 `5 d' f" }
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
' K, h+ M* h/ Z& o7 V6 |: S, tmuch as I love you now."
3 J# T6 t. f2 E7 O D) R$ e"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
/ t: `1 k$ q0 r* A% p4 zAll colors are equally handsome."
x% M' z" c* F8 a, @6 E7 pAnd just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these
( L" o! Z0 `' n; v- hmonths happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa$ ]! S7 [5 h8 h8 `/ F' x
began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
6 ?# z) ` {- S, w2 d/ d$ _2 daway, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
( J7 b4 v( r5 Ito him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"8 ]6 [% a. l% W: n0 o7 |
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with" a# N. w0 E" ?' ?1 T" U: Z
the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.
Y, r& r5 x& Y5 r0 c9 B) n1 Q( ^So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
7 x: ?, r2 v: G1 f/ t2 fwhen it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into1 q, I) x9 Q7 e4 s% N5 ?1 S* M
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay2 [& v; r9 Y' |5 y% l; @
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the" a+ n- J# j: p
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or# t! ]% t; T+ @, f3 F9 s
hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved0 B9 U" l' [& b, H0 m3 W/ ^0 f
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It0 E" v. O; A+ g4 [- @, Q
covered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It# b) P& @9 ~" q- U
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of6 o2 S9 _4 q# ~. z; c) Y p
thirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it2 W7 r5 N! l7 v/ X% m F7 T
summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
, D* _& I4 V* u# t2 y& J- q! m9 kTrufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so+ \1 t5 h; [( H) m6 B
frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and d4 m' S+ A; u- W3 y: y
gave no sign of his presence.* p1 E6 O, C# q
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."( Q5 _0 y% n3 Y6 W
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
0 V1 S; W9 k/ n% C4 jAfter a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.) M7 [- a5 P5 ^+ Z$ t- {" l
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the$ ?5 D/ Z" N$ w- z$ {7 K
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different3 l g, D3 ^1 ]" p" V1 h
from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.
) W2 M" S# F2 U3 ]# ?' R7 LAll her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
( S6 {* _( K, @. n. h7 E' g! uwith it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she
" r9 `! X8 y, f0 m4 {6 iwasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was' i5 A$ ^& w) i1 W! t0 o& G
a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
3 I" g" q% b+ C% ipart of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
( ?3 Q& A/ {; \ D9 h- mmiracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
) ~9 n; q2 W8 z. ^3 t4 T. Genergy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
9 v$ ?; k' ]: c4 vher lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware' k: \9 \: Z2 _% Z9 p/ R- G
of before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
3 Z: c5 f6 v$ F* E" d$ F3 K Oas mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all) b% e' G8 n4 ?+ |7 v& ]. J
the days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death, M* ]9 K# @4 Z% ^
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
9 Z4 [* y# _9 {9 v( M8 o4 E# nsoared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have
6 t! |. p, t/ y) I2 ~' Xjoined with eternity. |
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