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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )6 `; J/ |% E" K( l
by Issac Bashevis Singer
8 z0 U# [$ N, s: a7 qThe forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing5 k( m/ H7 J8 b( I3 h3 b$ W
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
0 J& i) u2 N2 l* ?and it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
+ [& f& Q& T8 L. {+ t, WThe nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the, P2 t7 c; w4 ]8 B: ^- l0 N
mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
, B, k# u% L) `- Pthe whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,; [2 K8 {* Y( G
some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The
8 _) ^# ?/ I+ Zleaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at4 x0 C( A9 z* I* P1 t3 ^. B
night, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although
# q: p/ ?. |4 g: @" H4 N" Ltheir juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun! d8 J$ |2 [* T- J. ^+ H
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies1 m6 J) A6 ?6 h9 I
which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
4 U: _; u, I6 ?7 V- I3 W/ Hbeneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many
1 A* @7 Q# s9 |other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't$ ]8 L1 D$ C$ N& o+ \* Z- W
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
3 u9 }' r$ M8 L1 `- M! X7 ~& vtree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much
3 N3 s0 H0 N! @courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations./ ^7 J" h& o3 l/ ?. w" F9 X) E J
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
2 G0 ^, F2 |9 T( O* Wtime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
5 }5 I. g, z6 e' I; q) L# Uno one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
& T8 O0 e* d6 c' d7 xof life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with( F! m) s+ |- A1 |- Q( q6 }, t
grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would( C, \" f( c2 G6 k2 z& S% K
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
6 e* {0 K& Q2 For the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.+ W- y( q- N9 P4 X3 _# j) K Z/ Z
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
4 e, d( v5 F6 w0 I0 premained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
6 x" o8 j: N8 ], x0 U5 shung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they
3 _& ]3 T0 n' Y1 q9 H, N7 ~) y: A( dreceived lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had0 M% I9 [- L7 O" ^: ?7 c3 T. d
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
1 y: D* S, w' e; `5 j, M2 rthe tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another B. L! S. j. p
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they- T' r6 L z7 U) M
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,
7 Q/ W7 \; L5 i' ^2 [ i4 Dbut Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another7 {1 T" f" M: b0 B6 ~* b
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens3 q1 Q, I' A$ ^
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be- g- W% [! Y) }; x( D7 m; b
done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
" Y4 Z1 N9 b/ _ Z7 mstorms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
3 f" @7 n/ O# \/ h- R" Poff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang8 m5 Y& D, X5 r0 x
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"+ K5 T+ ~) ~: ^9 f ^. k9 W9 @& P* ^
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time0 R c4 J) F7 F, l4 a. x
has come, Ole, but you hang on!"
$ f3 W8 t7 l* F. J6 A4 Q"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
6 y6 j7 g0 b: ~4 Wfall with you."
) J" k: h2 T0 ]0 s1 V"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
6 e0 w, a$ {$ H' J" f/ r: }"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and
- Y' v1 o7 S' Z: ^' k8 }admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a. ^5 p# S' C+ c' [3 M6 {0 l0 y+ l
tree? No, never!"
* ~! N2 ~; V$ E* m9 n6 @5 }9 ~"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
+ H9 i3 \- D% b$ V0 K" vvery well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices6 K! {2 R0 ]: [, P7 X# @9 D: Z
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
) H* s, z2 n" I& n! ^' j& ypity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become./ e. _2 O- y2 C8 {& @4 {
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
7 x [1 a% c1 `! W: j6 i"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
+ }3 B3 ~+ s1 k3 {" }, R' dsaid. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or9 B7 \& s3 p$ w/ b) |8 T, T
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as1 D9 p; X7 ]5 Z+ H
much as I love you now."
! i3 K; n8 w) T' c0 M"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
$ M0 F4 b) {9 B% ZAll colors are equally handsome."
& H" q/ C. q( z% lAnd just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these' ~# r) t- t! _" a% J- v
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
& F6 D& v; h' I* s/ o$ O: ubegan to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn2 a* f; b. r, i: L) S \4 A' F
away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
# L, ~% V. i) Z# R% l; {3 I3 u. ^3 wto him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"
) V8 @) @& |* a% N+ P" H5 WBut before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
" J, F+ P. e2 h) X) ithe other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree." j! W7 s7 o n2 Z
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But; A9 j1 b. S* f1 T
when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into
6 O$ c$ z" D5 s9 cdespair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay! v+ E! @9 `. j+ H3 W4 K" h5 K
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the& L; K1 J) x" V0 p
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or% W1 I% M3 u. t
hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved
6 `2 ~2 l7 V$ L& q# f/ d/ G! Wforever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It+ @$ B7 b! W L6 n, ^
covered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
) `) @3 W( A6 V0 H& V9 J" Qnourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
2 m5 p4 o4 v3 Dthirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
1 k, J4 w1 z8 t1 r2 C' G* ]7 P* Psummer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...; o, P3 M0 f0 e. N3 \+ B
Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so4 X: k0 ]/ b5 O7 k( ?/ }- V7 U p+ z
frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and- W$ y( U4 f& G" i
gave no sign of his presence.2 i# a+ S& R0 H6 }0 U
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."' |% k' d0 O9 A! ~/ ~6 ?( o! O* j
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.- \8 Z5 F/ H, ]$ j/ ]. p2 o
After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
) z6 N b( H: J- C$ a* }Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the
2 q& }, G! \8 r# [( k( U9 @6 ptree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
- G3 ]# u' W+ N) Q7 h cfrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.& {% S: N6 t: f# c: ^0 d
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought, E! v- | g; v5 s3 p G
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she) k# H( Y- ~6 |. | C
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was# ^& ]0 T; x0 V; \
a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
3 u0 m9 _, t$ {part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
% F: r% O+ \& Umiracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous* K, G: Q/ A- N) P% X
energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
5 E6 w+ _) Z' d: [ Y2 v7 b. yher lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
! `) N6 R" q3 q; P8 ^, xof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
) }- _, f9 X3 E4 [as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
) d/ |0 J7 s, a; u2 B" a2 fthe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death W6 U& t' Z& L/ Y
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the- p) H& [# S3 V
soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have( }- _! f) k+ [& P4 q
joined with eternity. |
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