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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )
& R& j$ [/ A; d7 n$ i# ?! A3 fby Issac Bashevis Singer
- r* v/ m; w3 \- ` I& VThe forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing; K! I+ A; q9 y0 d9 I
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
1 Y8 Y- k# N# G& @0 X+ u4 Aand it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
) L! Z6 ^% A1 K' w5 S: x% I1 PThe nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the$ e; G8 u5 q( S
mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
8 N) m0 _$ w( C, p6 U, Sthe whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
- c- C' m' f; j' Osome red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The# ?4 B/ s6 A3 x0 S5 j9 v# I
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
3 x% O' T3 E5 w5 Y3 ~) J4 Enight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although d9 v; I+ D4 c0 p8 R2 G
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun
* }+ J* C3 M; g1 eshone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
& B9 @7 P* S/ j$ [" ywhich had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space5 p$ O3 }( ~, f0 h( _3 u2 b
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many5 `2 b" ?+ |! Y
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't i/ _* X' ~% K" f. Q) c
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare* o" {2 {$ x: P6 j K7 j: Q7 K
tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much
0 O; w9 o+ i9 c4 hcourage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.& L4 e; ]$ r3 c
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
9 `1 z; |% m/ utime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but" i6 B7 P" J2 q/ r" }9 v- ~
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase; j8 P( Q/ _1 t
of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
+ p5 H1 k0 h% r8 i j8 F+ Ggrasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would8 z( J7 [( t" Q
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
! Q2 S1 Y7 R" xor the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.
" K8 Z4 D$ M/ i9 ^/ t3 gOn the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
- D9 W' h& L9 rremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
- N- c2 H% ^; A0 K6 h2 n+ Chung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they; k* V; X. v4 G
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had
; t5 ~- D9 G1 e- |, e5 csurvived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
0 M' C+ o6 L3 [4 @0 X/ ?$ `the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another
7 m( Q0 }( V6 K& \/ t! ?remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they: | z/ `) E1 K. R
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,! M% O' ~' p6 v; g/ f
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another
X# `2 X2 ]/ p W. k+ b% Owhen the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens$ Q4 r, u3 C' |, V
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be+ f2 G4 }0 a8 j6 U+ U
done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst/ p% b, X# B; q5 S" D# M0 S- ^ {
storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore. V( C4 ~8 ~: i5 }
off not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang6 L. t/ f( J- e
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"" ~" f# |- A8 k; Z3 m% B7 S
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
, Z: V) r! F! `has come, Ole, but you hang on!"
. C/ Z" r* M* R; ^2 Q( n"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
" O& N3 t9 d, Ifall with you."
; @$ x, z6 \2 M6 w5 R"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."; Z5 L+ G2 o$ C/ P5 f( C4 x
"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and
1 H# x4 h# j- m; k: l1 M2 n5 oadmire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a2 N& a' }/ R6 h
tree? No, never!"
3 X: e. O9 u' z2 H3 [ v+ c"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
: G: O9 o0 i7 X! V# l( lvery well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices7 L8 w. W8 F8 G2 R) v0 M" n- `
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such" f [4 T) C8 ?* E
pity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.; ^$ t& h4 b" ]6 h* S( _
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
, R$ r8 p2 Z+ y' J0 P"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
) L8 }5 g# I6 ]0 Q7 P o( {8 Ssaid. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or+ {' z, g& d/ |2 O6 R
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as( o; Z2 l" C+ r
much as I love you now."
3 x+ @( x- v" h g7 o2 Q" m# @"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not? Q$ E" M/ f, a
All colors are equally handsome."
& W! v# T" F* v. t9 s+ {- u. K AAnd just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these+ O: u4 k& I/ J2 B5 U
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
) K; _) F% @( Q: `9 ?) u' Hbegan to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn! U) R; f1 Y' }8 K. q4 @# s3 `% b
away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
% ^9 c. ~9 m$ S1 t+ ^to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"+ s M1 @) U; H0 y! r0 R- P- z
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
$ V. f/ Z6 l7 l# @2 i4 d/ W5 ?: athe other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.: z( e; h; U4 i. K) Y2 U Y
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
, l, \" Z& ]8 \( d7 m1 ]+ K5 Fwhen it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into, j, U8 L& Z, R* |+ Z6 f) i
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay4 U1 x3 O! w: n
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the3 E% s. A5 `$ `3 T
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or$ @& }7 c. m5 X% Q4 u: V' C0 ?
hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved
2 W2 G, V3 j7 E f; Y- T3 e" \forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
1 A8 E* Q) j/ I4 f5 Pcovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
. g6 k+ J& _1 E* j1 o% Pnourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
; U" X- M( y5 q4 u5 Nthirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
6 y, x* X+ H2 L q, y O" ?summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...0 j. W, W" \ A
Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
o$ z. o5 w$ Jfrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
1 p/ R4 K$ b5 I' o5 P! U+ T% vgave no sign of his presence.
4 K8 V* j" h @1 r( mTrufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
& O: Y/ {* t* O' B; g4 `But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
* Z9 M( m: c4 _- f3 |After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
- l! y4 T8 @4 P% _! D1 QTrufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the$ o3 U0 p: `2 @/ J3 P" y" w% I5 J8 k! |1 J
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different, w% Z' s8 c( f' N1 R4 Z( e
from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.( w2 L1 s& f. a
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
$ v8 m) L9 d; r/ S2 h9 `with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she
( x6 F1 ^7 {6 `& d, J; y9 lwasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
, @8 k7 y- W: qa part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but( P" H# m+ S0 J7 _* \5 q, l
part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
& e; W7 {. c+ O2 X4 bmiracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous6 O+ x8 i5 R, G& N' |5 k$ x9 T7 ? U
energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to; g$ W7 O0 ~8 \. Z, e- d z5 x B/ @
her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
' @6 Q' r; R$ iof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love7 W: X2 a5 K% Y4 k, _
as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all- a" ^) G- u I" m. ?0 J
the days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
/ h0 a! l. R% E' i; j8 ebut redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the/ R! ~) h {; R6 L3 t
soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have3 G( E( P6 N7 E d
joined with eternity. |
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