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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )
- k2 q" E5 A; C# q& Q6 sby Issac Bashevis Singer
F. P' }5 R0 y, v0 U( ^8 ]The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing
5 U Y9 G9 R( L' R- D( ltrees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
4 C9 x7 {& I. p* c- Oand it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.+ p. N4 |) L6 z+ r( G! l) o
The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
* G3 o! ]: h K0 l& q4 Pmornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
# A/ R# N# O. O7 l' e& l9 ithe whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,. r+ d `7 N! n
some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The! D; F) b# _. e, @1 m; }
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at) O8 P% T. d& }, q+ a' P
night, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although
( `! W1 h8 F' L/ a' W% ^6 Ntheir juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun4 _6 }- Z5 q% f' P
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
- f% |* k2 k# c% }which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space( k3 d, ~& t" [ ]3 B( Q
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many
5 s, d; d: t: {other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't4 v. S" {, P0 _
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare; w4 i8 E6 G# J/ f. m, Q) z
tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much. h% o% P- _2 G2 K# F, {" J5 K
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.
* d7 A; N$ p5 U* ^: D! J0 KThey hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this. ?- Q/ s2 Z( H Z9 f+ X
time of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
3 [; q$ D3 W4 k gno one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
' C2 o( s! e% A R7 mof life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with6 A+ k2 F& q X' L; g8 ^2 d2 V
grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would$ K0 d' A1 Q9 E! e6 A
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind& N, [" A3 L) G0 u9 q/ @
or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.
/ ~+ Z9 A) Q0 v# U+ A5 O3 mOn the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
6 y3 t+ G: l3 K n' A9 }remained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both% Q# e$ \' D1 R1 r; P
hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they
3 @6 y% G5 o/ Y8 g2 T4 @2 Rreceived lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had4 P- G9 [( [5 f% x4 S
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
6 A+ @) w' l& w6 |6 Ithe tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another# X$ u' X, P# s: k4 H
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they
4 H. \, W& Z/ C+ x$ Lbore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,
! l% u$ j0 n7 z: dbut Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another# {( v$ H. Z7 u
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens4 N; ~- f i2 @5 ]2 [8 W
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
+ ~5 m- K# u1 N2 |" n; y% p* wdone. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst, h/ y# F: g4 k3 V) [
storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore) b7 v. u; { g' O7 }8 i
off not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
7 N# x5 V2 E/ @on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!". ]$ Q% F, B* }* B, F1 ^0 z
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
9 S8 e+ G' W" @8 I4 Ehas come, Ole, but you hang on!"
* t# z% l+ ]. u+ j+ o- z"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll# J% l) w# K) `$ Q7 k% ?
fall with you."
, I* X" ?: A3 C: k6 h: R* N"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."! G8 D/ N4 N) e/ d7 c" p& x3 u! E
"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and6 L( i7 b# l- H" T4 e' @0 U. V2 r
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
" i$ ?+ u0 |* ?% ~- t/ O$ g. xtree? No, never!"
; z. |" X- _, q8 e$ U: w"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know/ B! h+ j9 ^& R5 V( U g
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices7 b" ^2 J! @5 S& o/ \/ @ f4 \3 T
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such4 H' Y2 u7 y, D: N6 I; A% h
pity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.
6 O r2 p7 p- V1 S, E% KI've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."; ?1 h9 ^4 ^. |
"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
9 q: {) G. r5 Qsaid. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or% y/ ~$ Z9 p( h( f2 Y" ^
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
9 k* e$ j7 \. c1 C- x. v* Q; c- Jmuch as I love you now."
) l" b0 y/ Z& T( `6 K0 |' z"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
5 f6 V6 A( Z5 ^# yAll colors are equally handsome."
& o9 P- @3 s& m$ u6 x! B6 H/ dAnd just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these. u2 W% B% A9 M1 R) y
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa: N! f' X) `9 N# [
began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
; U1 y9 o; z2 N3 r& eaway, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
" K5 ~- I) l% Fto him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"" p, I0 [2 p, s# V" ~" P: E
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with) m$ j( {6 t {5 W: {. A
the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.$ ~: t- q9 W* V* q+ ]& ?
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
. y/ h2 [0 F0 G* S" t/ k! F! ^when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into/ N3 V' h: k0 \/ Y9 {, X8 r% X
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay
; V$ C5 c+ s: V( ~+ E# N# o1 }with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the { m( w: m2 _
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
6 |6 c: M P" w3 A5 u# W8 G rhail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved2 ~" |9 K$ t9 M% Q
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It+ ?' t5 Z: y0 @
covered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It2 w9 Y/ t1 N2 e, N
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
- F6 p p, U3 ?" m5 kthirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it# D+ |* b6 b7 q9 G; i
summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
/ `& D2 |& c. R3 d6 G) @7 ~3 ~Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
! x! ~5 ~! h) Z4 A0 ~. X6 S; Qfrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
8 U/ {: D! }; G" cgave no sign of his presence.2 L- c7 e( x& O/ b
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
) g4 H7 `3 S* \: Q9 {! n) d4 [But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.1 l% v, Y1 o; h
After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.0 U% X1 V2 i2 Q, H
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the1 B, Z! ?, X5 M
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
3 u+ p2 t8 }* ?9 i& d' R! J; L* n) d1 Afrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.: h; e7 r1 s* o4 _
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought" Y3 Y+ K; r' i* S7 o6 b* m1 Y
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she* g- R3 K3 ^. F ^6 ^
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
# G& C( l, m1 L' n' P# da part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but. u2 d) z, Q5 w7 v' I% o
part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
" z' K; u, b1 J- k% n* s3 J6 v8 `/ Rmiracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous$ e# i: \8 [% {7 m5 ]3 a! m1 O! |
energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to9 J1 X- V! U, A o; ^4 k# ]+ e5 C
her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
4 `6 W3 |- w2 N5 ], Lof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love; K' `" I6 p% @5 ~. b/ `
as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all& M+ A8 j7 M& T6 i* W# U
the days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
; N$ ~3 I6 W5 `5 g0 Fbut redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the& T( H4 ~! b' y4 k$ K9 B1 U3 U
soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have0 q$ ~; x$ C. N7 K( C. I* `
joined with eternity. |
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