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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )7 d& I' g0 c) [ [# F
by Issac Bashevis Singer3 w) k- e+ k& M. @/ D' c0 L
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing
6 Q4 s6 a0 `) `trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
0 V) u& e; K9 `+ f9 J9 m! A, W# fand it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.2 z, [: p g/ {9 T* r
The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
4 j( e p3 {: Q' e9 Y* wmornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that& J/ F0 `6 b' |
the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron," y2 X( a2 Z& [+ K4 W# B
some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The
3 _! F5 `' T: n; t+ @( ?8 Pleaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at8 K! I" o' t9 }( W/ ^& ?; ]
night, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although5 {9 U$ Y/ c2 j" Q
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun4 Z- O: a2 v; g3 T# O# B U: o
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
; i" f" P, y3 U! O0 c. Qwhich had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space, W" p" p/ j" P* L1 t# @
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many c+ D' @1 b3 h( p3 g7 Q" V. ~) J& Q/ ~
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't7 c9 o, L, ~8 C
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare+ K5 t. C7 g, m7 t" [* N0 A6 w
tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much( G E- q; y" g; W$ `' K
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.
H5 A4 p. a' \0 O! b; jThey hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this4 R- G9 S i4 l1 j+ Q
time of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
* `. L1 x3 k& M* k6 o# dno one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase) f* \' W' G$ m
of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
1 ^7 d! A! C w1 x, A3 Cgrasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would
' ~" z% ^9 D1 k2 D! Treturn from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
' ~$ s5 H3 J0 L; C) Kor the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.- G6 Q: |. y1 ~1 i: r8 L
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
0 y7 |- @4 t1 `" R4 zremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
: \1 `; K) W2 W! ?1 Khung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they, N5 j0 w: ?) Q |2 _) y
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had, Q& ?8 m' {; j+ n$ p" A
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
0 I$ v: g* r- [( y2 Z. cthe tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another
h; h3 S8 y8 w8 yremains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they
2 T) s8 {5 ?( K) Bbore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,
" ^% ]- {' t. W1 x. ^- v+ Q2 jbut Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another
4 D8 b4 r3 [( d- D, [- B" M0 |$ fwhen the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens
. x) S. u8 O! S! B# W7 O3 j: I2 hin summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
* l9 K" E; p5 e7 Z) kdone. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst2 L% T7 J7 D8 Z. V% Z4 Q
storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
0 ^* l0 Z \* ^off not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
4 i9 z. K4 c Eon, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!": c/ O9 B8 |$ b" _7 u
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time; g8 c& T0 z9 T: l; y. L7 c
has come, Ole, but you hang on!"
& P# g6 w' r' z# z"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll5 I" b! @" b# {8 W) j
fall with you."
, i, ^5 H2 G$ f"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
1 z' A# U1 T/ h' y8 a"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and: s! X4 q" s# `+ ? ~+ d+ @
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a$ u6 u% ~3 [- F. B
tree? No, never!"
5 V4 v; ?' d s"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know5 b X2 b% X3 h7 ?4 `/ |
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices
# b; f# ]8 f; X: K' d% F' a! _# Fhave dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
; j2 h+ U4 w7 v9 J3 }1 F Ypity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.
" T* T- H$ [" R2 iI've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
3 l4 f6 [5 j/ T. y8 P" ~4 ?0 E"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole& ~8 q9 ~7 o# U% r) _+ U$ E
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or+ y0 s1 s+ b5 Q) |" j3 C
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
/ ?2 _1 R3 {2 nmuch as I love you now."6 _4 n/ f9 [3 ^) u1 B
"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
9 n+ M/ C6 |' `% @$ J# N: IAll colors are equally handsome."0 E+ Q! P2 z) C5 `& |
And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these" b" P/ U, k( M7 y! b) ~% T
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
; k& |) x& H' |* [0 d& U6 `began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn$ K6 ?1 f# c( |- i
away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
+ p* l1 K7 E; d1 xto him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"
8 `+ D3 d3 O! hBut before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
# e. I7 j1 a8 V3 C% P. {( Zthe other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.2 M0 j% m& x; @6 E1 E
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
- L$ e# b- f8 Q% {& ?1 |when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into
3 W }0 K% J! Q6 r Rdespair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay4 r( f7 q9 m" j. [$ J% V
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
9 X. {, ~6 K" |4 V) jtrunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or5 f K. D' ?' \' C
hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved
3 r* L' {& B0 z# y7 p" | h, @! C. Aforever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
: m; c% A' X8 ?- N5 Kcovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It7 L! H; t; l1 \/ J" E: U b5 j
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
1 ?9 E5 j0 {3 B* l2 X& ithirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
, D$ L ?. B4 t( M% hsummer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers... a! Y* W1 Y+ y
Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
. C4 `% G8 I T% gfrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
/ W( X6 V( Z& Egave no sign of his presence.
; p6 x, d# ?- r' |! [Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
' [9 M! ^ W1 mBut even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge., r1 k! t+ C! |. h' x1 T7 Q5 y) P
After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.4 _0 E$ W9 S' z, g
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the4 Q6 g5 I9 m! f- _- w2 M9 D$ |( w& ~
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
0 ?! B: a6 h4 W9 Ffrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.
7 a$ I7 I+ e- NAll her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
0 U0 g6 n% ~4 H2 hwith it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she
% P+ o) \5 t( `+ u% p/ dwasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
6 s! M7 {' {/ {# |8 S+ ra part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
3 {7 o: }" I! S4 }0 ]5 `4 W& Rpart of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the* J- y o7 ^% T% ]- B5 o
miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
, c' q% f I; `energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
' C: \. y1 x: @$ E7 r8 |her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
/ r' B( X. [( t5 q+ Fof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love% j T1 A {$ ?+ j( l" K$ E
as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
$ X0 W0 f/ o7 Fthe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
) c& g3 a. T7 G c x& ebut redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
! Z7 ~7 n( ^0 Y O) P7 E% Nsoared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have" ?$ @2 }6 s/ P9 g# f0 d5 l
joined with eternity. |
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