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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )
0 {1 Z- J7 U# h! o% @$ Cby Issac Bashevis Singer# w7 L9 c9 V. T$ V
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing
+ |$ g3 p# p: V0 g2 k u0 Z6 ktrees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year% G& L2 E, J% N$ Z
and it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
, S% d1 G. D H& S, E% yThe nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
; Q2 z: M) R+ T0 C( s8 p9 Rmornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that: w& {: b& P K' k/ g
the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
& O5 q; V3 F' u5 ?5 Ssome red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The
$ W" N- M% B/ \& d! {% f9 Uleaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at: s+ z% P6 Z) }* U( [& z+ L' L
night, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although8 W7 Q& |9 o m/ @+ N+ p" O3 n
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun& Z# d" k2 r+ e1 r
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies5 b H. ]" s/ Q E5 j! |
which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
" Y8 v3 F: O0 nbeneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many2 |# s$ p$ N# y; r! ?" C/ @
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't
0 f# O- v$ s. @ Tmigrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
5 m' F9 h# [3 \* r# f. A$ Gtree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much# x _( c% b# i1 g ?. ?! h8 d
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.
4 g5 Y: u. y: T( ZThey hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
, I2 U) \( R) Ntime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
$ Q4 S' D+ R) R" S4 ono one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
8 a/ i5 j& d: [2 }/ Y! {, |of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with- E+ Y5 }5 ?# _# C/ [' w
grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would9 n3 Q1 j; }% |& [3 X8 {4 f
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
9 a! \ }" g# r0 [& S# r; y" S) ror the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.
0 A+ s& s3 m P! X6 K' lOn the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
) t5 v" G' N9 \- {( J& Iremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
9 g* e4 e: d, `! t7 ?5 hhung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they) L6 e( m* }* K( a: E. T
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had3 M7 E; R- r% K4 S* t e
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
' M3 a o" b+ g, }4 {4 u, ]the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another# F0 E2 x, b) Z( ]
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they. c3 p- n! _; }1 t" S* _
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,, D* q. a I7 H# g4 y
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another% o: \4 @' Q3 z+ Q$ Z$ ~% `
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens0 V/ X/ k+ k* h) h* w1 [# t1 R
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
3 j6 w5 N5 [4 G; F! m Kdone. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
; w) O5 _& C( u" \5 ^storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore$ T7 E# v. }. L' O5 D
off not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
9 [' h/ h5 v- e0 k% gon, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"
" y+ W, ^ L- ]At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time5 P' M9 V" @7 v7 u
has come, Ole, but you hang on!"
' u( ?* S( |9 O; @. r( a"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll" V, ?# m+ Q! @! B `
fall with you."
# k7 ~, u$ k9 A9 W3 u, m"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
6 x, X; q9 K5 ["It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and
/ q0 x% Q7 O8 [( `admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
% {- w0 {9 I0 L8 X" P1 gtree? No, never!": {4 j& l+ r4 D# N- q! f" C
"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know6 b S! i7 O V- Z( d
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices) g# |9 n* q( ]! l! c+ G
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
7 y1 g# s+ I3 G% U' _& e* Ppity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.
: c% I/ n( g' q# M: m7 i- }( LI've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."! b( a3 A# B- \8 v5 G
"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole* G9 A# X$ B; N0 W3 W2 d5 y) S
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or/ M! H/ t3 e5 x# n
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as+ o/ F* B0 ]8 _7 Y
much as I love you now."
4 i# B3 O7 H2 H$ A"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?$ V/ \+ \ X, ^% A5 A b9 |' u
All colors are equally handsome."6 J- h8 G, d$ Q0 G4 D
And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these: r. O8 k% h+ e }9 s+ p! g
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
4 \1 F# }8 f4 G8 c3 {. dbegan to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn5 d& k% E& g9 j; Z
away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
! W C) W! Z4 Y1 h; H% n! Lto him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"& F; ~& j4 @( C
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
. l- i% q/ e+ ^# c; h* H' Lthe other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.( {# A- g _1 j0 W t' o
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
1 D1 ~" p& V) x+ L8 W4 X g9 Awhen it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into
h+ R9 ^& I4 }3 E. e6 ^' Tdespair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay
3 ]7 N# X/ t. i/ Gwith the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
# G8 ]4 \! a/ C1 @; Itrunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
0 N" b- s$ M2 chail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved
0 R* b. ^+ M- p% Iforever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It( w# |/ b; P+ t, P
covered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It) N# ^. e. E$ A* W. n
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
' i. h9 `8 j0 v+ P$ gthirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it' \% d! E' O6 x4 d2 z
summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
; }, [3 z( n( I3 ~, Z5 {, gTrufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
7 |) Y! V2 x7 I0 Ifrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
9 O2 j+ H! C T* agave no sign of his presence." r2 i% L- c, Y9 A
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
- G" y; C) J( I. E% rBut even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
% Y7 M4 W( E) I; }After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.6 L" ~& f0 x" {5 s. H% `
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the
: G! j1 e, P3 O: E# h. N Ktree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different0 D& U& a9 ^) g$ Y0 e) m4 R7 U
from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise." z5 s |) G+ P5 M6 u( x
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought/ P! N1 `3 v3 u2 `2 W
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she
9 _) Z( z" d0 G+ Qwasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
& D( {1 y5 a G" R- `) Qa part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
) O/ C/ { s, D+ T; t# apart of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the! \" j+ @5 ?; V9 r$ b2 n" C" Z( T
miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
" E( J) C' c0 r/ u" {4 d9 B0 denergy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to2 z8 {7 Y% b3 N) `
her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
) b1 n# N* x8 a- y* I4 ]. Yof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
- \5 z* X) X" K8 W- ~* |0 A3 oas mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all( F5 F! F, x. l' T* q
the days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
5 M. ]% O& X8 Q5 @( L: b, k3 Obut redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
, H( X7 A6 |) m( a) Fsoared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have
2 S) y, F V- |2 V; Hjoined with eternity. |
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