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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )
' b& [0 ^ w; P# m! [ K0 G9 }by Issac Bashevis Singer
9 d2 ~ i3 B! M1 |, bThe forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing" j* r4 {' G g: H0 R' O x [
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year) O7 L7 A: j$ e4 \' a9 W
and it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.; T$ v! k+ x/ u5 N1 s% J
The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
, X1 t& h ?' \# `8 t4 ]9 Dmornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
Z( Q' y1 S" i# T, Ythe whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,, i& O+ N- a4 w5 d* j+ [3 y# z: e6 i
some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The! l/ z9 D* {! A) v2 f, @
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
% f8 R" d0 X2 s/ Y# s2 inight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although& Z0 J( Z/ o9 d6 }7 ?' i) K7 N0 V3 W
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun; W$ ~( b: Q" d, O6 V$ F- Q* r! z
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies+ k8 `" J4 |" |8 U) c
which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
, k, @) n5 D% A5 V, Y, `7 Dbeneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many8 e( y) x$ h1 B. J* b$ ]- O
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't$ H" l0 ]; p4 X3 X5 l
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
u9 L' q* J( w0 b2 C Q# R' Htree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much
! r3 ]9 ]7 h% S' I( Y7 k0 r9 U4 ucourage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.
; a8 K V) Z7 NThey hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
9 c* e. g5 [: Y- g# ptime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
! D$ U' w( v. j+ U$ b/ Kno one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
1 q8 U1 J9 h$ W. gof life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with5 R! c: B" v N0 q' X( c, r- ]8 T
grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would3 `* c; @9 |+ o2 J3 R. _, G0 d4 d
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
4 X* @) C$ d5 J( Uor the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.
8 P* C" ~$ A$ o1 fOn the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
) E! A1 g5 ^+ z4 O* ^- R8 m7 m0 Eremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both8 z" n" l# m7 |* ~5 R
hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they
2 Q9 @6 U/ V; V) a) S+ yreceived lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had r4 U8 B1 s& U8 l2 L# J9 T8 O
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
( i2 L8 ]! ~5 G1 lthe tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another7 k8 X5 }' L, ^5 M1 ~' _
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they8 h8 u8 u( W1 L/ l) y
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,
- ~) n( b* [3 y7 f# |0 Fbut Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another7 u6 `% _# \5 a
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens4 ^/ j5 [$ ]/ z+ z% x$ z
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
3 ]0 ]5 ]6 \* b$ x# D0 `done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst; ?, A: S/ O% C! M' Q) z
storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
7 o0 g1 W" O# E" Q# I& f/ N6 t! m& |off not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang9 P# \0 d" ?% E$ k
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"3 ~% E$ ^, `" z
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time0 Y4 X( G% P. n
has come, Ole, but you hang on!"
/ E v( c H! O+ A"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll* }$ Q3 c) f+ w$ P/ Z. [. n" F
fall with you."$ H3 G9 W+ v# s* T+ U
"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."4 z9 J; H/ X2 G5 }2 l
"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and
0 G b5 T2 q. c( F6 c/ j% `8 ]5 E/ cadmire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
0 D: R/ l }2 W' b: l. e5 g8 xtree? No, never!"( P* O/ J7 b" n
"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
6 G1 I8 F V( dvery well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices1 K8 `! ^/ O2 {! y n
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
$ S: l6 F9 n* T1 spity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.
8 @# A/ v4 K* C$ W1 lI've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."- [6 L: K7 l. x8 K- j5 O5 C1 s
"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole' S4 N: Z3 r" p. ^
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or
+ c% S4 }' R) L( h% @( R# O, j: l0 \storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as3 }7 @9 }$ [' T- ^% R0 }; P
much as I love you now.") m) O0 | H- u! n+ k) ^
"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
$ y H! }9 P- i. H& _+ b9 P( gAll colors are equally handsome."
/ J% p$ J+ n# f- X+ gAnd just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these
1 u7 K' J$ P+ M' J/ J" Mmonths happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa" ]" f) ?9 V# J; A3 {/ L% }
began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn4 U; }# K/ J( d+ Q' J
away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
0 i) z5 z1 _, b+ y8 v# |* pto him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"
$ q* u1 ]% t; R6 ~But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
: c$ K# m+ `: G& w6 T8 x/ l( I6 b) `the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.( Y% B; J [+ q! x i1 u% v* [: `5 [
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
3 G2 Z" X0 e/ H" H6 j twhen it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into0 U- ?/ c$ |4 v+ v
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay5 G1 N3 j3 F% P* S
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the9 V# ]8 |( ^ W# P! I& i
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or* B8 E' R3 t: L9 m$ t$ Q
hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved
' w- b1 d1 H4 ~9 v) Sforever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
0 y8 @1 ]; Z& v8 ? b3 Ncovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It1 E* r8 ^$ Z) |% M3 O+ z5 C" |9 X
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
4 y* L, H2 G4 B- D. g, qthirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
_# G/ i0 l3 A5 rsummer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
2 E' Y7 |* N+ U$ G' k; z( ITrufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
n8 p( x2 N( G8 F+ Bfrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
' \0 ?( [6 e& h' O( P5 D) u# Jgave no sign of his presence.1 Q. ^; H; q- N* s7 D% q
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
7 b( ~: I7 s0 D% ]But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.5 E5 m5 D$ t: L. C0 K" }% h: s! s
After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
8 k: i; I/ F9 ~% fTrufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the7 X2 T7 z, E1 F/ U
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
- w* V9 J; z& B% p7 F8 d& v! Y+ Nfrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.
3 R* s! R' S7 O$ ~All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
3 j8 I4 K8 r, \. C; B2 `6 uwith it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she
% D7 e* D5 ~) f+ fwasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
$ N+ \8 ]* Y B1 D3 a5 F9 Oa part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
( J5 s) f- b( t+ I; Fpart of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
' D% n% \! d1 h6 u* B/ O- v7 |miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous7 P3 X* h/ ]. B7 I& W
energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to% s" ~; a* T' {! e
her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
7 _/ J+ r- x1 Z& \/ @# I& pof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love* N h# N% \' ^7 m
as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all* b9 U) z& I1 i7 ?. D+ `
the days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death# ]# q+ F: y/ ~& _+ ]
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
3 \$ d# ]% X: H, V0 D9 T6 o) xsoared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have
, F4 P0 ]7 H" V! bjoined with eternity. |
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